falala
yea right, i am in such a joyous mood that i've almost forgotten about exam
almost, that is.
now that i'm reminded of that again i might as well rant like no one's business
so if you cant stand ranting i suggest immediate alt-f4-action

and as i was saying RANTING, i still have to figure out how to stop playing so horribly for my scales, cos the strings just dont want to cooperate.
gawdddd.. just WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH MY FINGERS & BRAINS ?!
erm i dont know?
but to me it seemed like i have really really VERY poor hand-eye coordination, or i am even lack of the basic left-hand-and-right-hand-coordination
so why did i ever choose to get into mep at the first place?
the reason is plainly because i was too stupid
to see through the thousands of traps lying beneath the packaging of this stupid elective, making it look interesting and nice;
to realise that i cant take other electives if i am eligible for triple sci;
to understand IN TIME that i cant back away now.

ya i think that's the whole point:
it's just too late.
ohwells and there is this even more dumb workshop that exposes to me, not only that i am stupid, but even they, are
and to add on to my misery as if i am not experiencing enough of it
it's just ONE DAY BEFORE MY DAMNED EXAM.
and it sounded like compulsory.
whatever, i'm ponning.
i have a valid reason anyway.

gosh i dont know what's gotten me.
ranting just further worsen my condition, i've realised.

Thus, I solemnly hope that no one's read the above entry-cum-ranting,
and that No one is affected by my incorrigible mood-swing