DISCLAIMER
if you hate emo stuff, alt+F4 now.
this is but another emo entry.

school hasn't been bad for the past two weeks, like getting back all our papers, had loads, and i mean it, really loads of fun playing football during games carnival, reflecting, getting 3rd for talent time, blah & blah, were anything but bad. some of us just came back from the nat colours award thingy and, honestly speaking i had very good laughs doing those silly things with my fellow friends who served food with me.

so all the more i dnt understand why i'm going through all these.

if there were any more-than-emo song that could express how i feel right now, i'll sing it. but that's not even the point. i dnt even know what is my point. i dno why or how this emo current got me, but it just did. and now i'm such an idiot because though knowing that thousands of million people have more troubles than i do, i'm whining behind the computer screen, like as if the sky has fallen down.

but suddenly it really felt as if the sky has fallen down, on me. what i used to know, believe, uphold, i'm now having doubts. worse, i dnt even know exactly what i'm upset over. god. anyone, shed some light on this and tell me just what the hell is freakin wrong with me, please.

and you.yknw who you are. youre extremely good at hurting people's feelings. my feelings. i dnt care if i'm sounding self-centred. i dnt care how i sound to you. all you care is about winning, about glorifying your name. all that shiet that you said, i wont buy them. it's over between us, if there even were any 'us' to start with.

heck. mtien stop behaving like a brat. you are not a brat.
but i just dnt understand myself at all.