Actually I wanted to post a happy entry. I really wanted to. Okay whatever.

Hell with those people who're so judgemental- so what if I'm going UK next year? Do you even know that I need L1R5 too because I'm bloody applying a place in Uni using my Os result?? You dnt even know a thing, & you're just making yourself feel better by assuming.

On a (slightly) brighter note: 1 week down, 2.5 weeks to go. Feel any brighter? No. Ugh, I'll count on Totally Spies to make me feel better.

Waking up I see that everything is okay

The first time in my life and now it's so great
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great

I wouldn't change a thing about it, this is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away
I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm, I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere

It's the state of bliss, you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

-"Innocence" Avril Lavigne

If I realised how difficult it is to be without you now, is that too late?

Weekend Agenda
Totally Spies @ 12.30pm
Faraday's Law
Lam Peng Kwan book
MENTAL SUMS ***

I hereby thank Audrey (no revealing of full name because of net safety regulations) for providing me with the relevant website, which I will explore after the papers. For now, I'm still a spoilt brat (so sue me), & would gladly love to stay this way-