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This is too crazy. Was super affected this noon when Chloe Chien told me, even though I wasn't terribly close to Vanessa. Thing is, I know her. I freaking know her. & the fact that she's in ICU now hasn't really sunk in. & how I wish it's not true. Oh gosh this really sucks.
AS is finally here, with all other things coming up. Like TalentShow, piano recital. :/ At least all the science practicals are done now, so that's good. But the bad thing is I still don't feel the stress... at all?? It's so different from how it would be like back in Singapore. I really miss the feeling of being busy. Life seems to have more purpose that way, somehow. Or maybe I'm just saying this because I'm so sian diao by what I heard over lunch today.
To Vanessa and her family and friends: I will be praying hard for her. Keep the faith and stay strong... There will be a miracle. There must be. She's just too much to lose.
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